This one is hard to write but here it goes. My ultrasound came back good - nothing scary so I am thankful for that. Last night I got my head CT results and it is not good. The colloid brain cyst is back and already 2.6cm along with hydrocephalus. It is not supposed to happen. My symptoms have been rapidly progressing so I spent last night in the ER as advised by the doctors. I have an MRI with contrast asap so they can plan the next brain surgery. Surgery will most likely happen in the next couple weeks. My biggest nightmare is unfolding before my eyes. This surgery will most likely be more complicated. I am terrified, devastated and in disbelief. Never in a million years did I think it would go this way. These very rare cysts are supposed to be slow growing but my case goes against everything they assume they know about them. My family and I really need your prayers. Even if you don’t pray please consider praying for me. I don’t know how many miracles you are allowed to ask for but I really need another one. Each and every one of your comments and thoughts help me to feel stronger and I thank you for that. It makes me feel not alone in this. I am going to try to release my new song “Warrior” before surgery. It is really important to me to do this.
Here are the lyrics from the bridge which couldn’t be any truer right now:
“With God by my side
I shed no tears
Even in hell all my angels are near
I only grow stronger inside
I’ll keep fighting ‘till the day I die”
-”Warrior” Sheila Star